Accomplished

Friday, September 15, 2006

DREAMS AND VISIONS


Last night I had a really deep dream. I haven't had a dream like this in a while, around 1:13 a.m. I think I had a vision. The background was kind of dark and I saw myself or a spirit wearing a whitesh grey shirt. There were about two men walking beside her, and they kept moving towards me but theyr'e were not walking with their feet. It was weird and it looks like it was in a catholic church. Then the dream I had around 3:53 a.m. I was meditating and I was dressed in Buddhist monk clothing. I'm in a meditative state my hair is up in braids and I'm Auming several times. I see Buddhist monks walking in a straight line and I walk with them my hands are in a praying position and I'm bowing down too. I know before I went to bed I watched the movie "Little Buddha". At the end of the dream I had a Buddha statue it felt more like a clear vision, and I had a Buddha statue and I blessed it with an offering. Maybe I should try praticing that for a while. In the dream A buddhist monk told me not feel lost and not to be fearful. He said:" Don't feel lost or fearful my child."

Thursday, September 14, 2006

UPDATES UPDATES

Well I haven't been on here in ages. Nobody comments on here and thats ok. I have been totally out of sync with my "gift". I feel like its been blocked I haven't had any dreams lately and I haven't had a dream in like almost four or five months now. I mean I dream but most of them aren't realistic some of them have come true but not like they used to be. Its like I've lost connection with God even though I still pray daily but it doesn't feel the same. Well here's the latest: I got off half of my liver treatment still finishing up, I'm in college now and during really well, I'm taking natural medicines to help heal my liver, I've been single for quite sometime. I went to a glorious road trip to the mountains. I'm pretty much frustrated on how to go about this spiritual path. I've been dreaming about Orca whales for some reason, I don't even live near the ocean. I get up around 4 or 5 a.m. after the dream. Well I won't give up and I will keep the faith in God. I just have a desire to feel spirituality whole and at peace, I feel kind of restless right now. But I won't give up, I can't remember my drems either it fades so quickly when I wake up. Well until then I'll continue to be strong and have faith.